Photo 20 Apr Can’t stop watching this duckling paddle on bing. I recently started using bing, just because i think google is trying to take over the world, and my frustration with google plus/youtube. 

Can’t stop watching this duckling paddle on bing. I recently started using bing, just because i think google is trying to take over the world, and my frustration with google plus/youtube. 

Video 18 Apr

Transhuman recorded in 2012 on a Tascam DP01 eight track. 

Link 6 Apr 5,508 notes Click here to help Suzi Bee get off the streets and into an independent living community»



PLEASE CIRCULATE WIDELY! I don’t know a lot of folks on tumblr & I am in desperate need of donations and support. Anything helps, $$$, thoughts, words, and reblogs!

TW: Abuse, Alcohol, 

My name is Suzi Bell, I’m 26 yrs old, passionate about music, art of any kind, and keeping things fun… I was born with Cerebral Palsy and have spent my life reliant on the help and care of my family and friends. I have a walker and a wheelchair (for longer distances or painful days) but my walker is my heart. Her name is Petunia, she’s lime green and zebra print, and without her I would crawl. My condition could definitely be worse, but it’s hard to walk any distance (especially on different terrains), carry things, climb steps, make food, blah blah blah.

I recently discovered that my mother has been lying to me and stole and coerced over $100,000 left to me by my dad and grandmother. This is on top of stealing my car a week after my house burned down, signing my disability benefits to herself, filing for ownership of my graphic design company, and if not physically hurting me, constantly telling me how no one could ever put up with helping me and I’ll never succeed in life. I disagree, but it’s hard to stay positive while only hearing how worthless you are, and having every financial gain I could use to begin a new and self sufficient life taken from me one way or another.

To top it all off my current living situation took a drastic turn for the worse and I will be homeless in 6 days due to an alcoholic housemate who after convincing me to move in, has finally admitted that we are being evicted due to him being VERY behind on rent. 

After finding this out I started searching for other living situations and in the process I found out about an apartment complex for folks living with disabilities. I scored an interview and was accepted (!!!) But without a steady income to handle this situation so suddenly.. I might miss the opportunity if I cannot come up with funds to move by next week.

I set up a gofundme as a last ditch attempt to pull myself out of this situation collapsing around me. I know that I am capable of being completely independent. I have finally reached the point where I am asking for help. Please donate if you can. Any help is infinitely appreciated whether it be $$$, a reblog, or just a word of support. I know I’m not alone in this world.. I know I can make it.. I just hope I can prove it.

SIGNAL BOOST: I grew up with this person. Theyre super rad and I’m shocked that all this has been happening to them. Please help if you can.

Text 4 Apr Progress with Lee?

It seems that Lee’s symptoms align with gastritis or inflamed stomach. I think it started when i gave her a fish oil or a piece of tuna. The clear vomit was fish oil. I think her stomach lining became irritated. The clear vomit was fish oil. I don’t know if this explains the anemia, but I’m noticing an improvement since i’ve been following the guidelines for gastritis. Maybe an ulcer can cause anemia? The stomach needs to heal, and the food was coming up. I’ve had her on small amounts of kitty replacement milk, water, and water mixed with a little vitamin for digestive health. She seems to be improving. I also noticed that when i did try to feed her, she had trouble swallowing, and afterwards, her eyes got big. She stared and sometimes sat in awkward positions. I think this was discomfort. The eyes seemed dilated during this. Right now, her eyes seem calmer, and she is more responsive. She curls her paw when i push against it, she’s purring, and stretching. I’m not a pro, but this seems better than a blank stare. All this could be temporary, who knows? Nothing against the vet, she was very patient with me; i can be a handful. I may take her back depending on how this goes. 

Text 3 Apr 1 note Overwhelmed

Caring for my sick cat makes me sick. I’m noticing that I feel the need to step back and analyze my situation. Some things got away from me, like my house, weight, finances. you name it. I’m also sore from taking jobs that i shouldn’t have taken. I’m learning to say no. I’d like to go away for a year and do nothing. I have this constant nauseous feeling about Lee. Blood test showed she’s anemic, and I’m trying to get her to eat and pep up. I think it’s an ulcer, but i refused leukemia test at the vet’s. In my eyes, they just want to put her down. A house on the corner is okay i guess, but sometimes I wish I could look outside and see nothing but trees. I need to find ways to decompress. Patio, plants, bird watching, and doing nothing works right now. 

Link 29 Mar Man In The Sky by Damian Kidder»
Video 28 Mar 8 notes

"Orin" (orange) and "Cracker" stalking lizards 

Pitbulllady, i hear you. They aren’t free roaming. They are supervised for a few minutes around my patio and backyard. When i’m inside, they go into cages or inside with me. 

Text 23 Mar Wake Up by Damian Kidder
Video 22 Mar 5 notes


What are these migratory birds? These are the best pics and audio i could get. I don’t see them around except for early spring. This may not be accurate, but it appears they are gray on the back and off white in the front, and may have a little orange under the beak, but i’m not sure. They sound like a high pitch whistle, almost like a dog whistle. They are eating new growth on my tree. If you know of any bird enthusiasts, pass this along to them. I’d like to identify these.

pitbull lady, i think that’s it. This video looks and sounds similar to my back yard. That’s incredible. I’ve never heard of these birds. Thank you.

UPDATE: THESE ARE CEDAR WAXWINGS (thanks to pitbulllady)

Photo 16 Mar My black eyed pea lamp. I forgot how i acquired this, but i’ve grown to like it. 

My black eyed pea lamp. I forgot how i acquired this, but i’ve grown to like it. 

Design crafted by Prashanth Kamalakanthan. Powered by Tumblr.